14.3.08

Libya Challenge Smashed

My dad just a few days ago returned from Libya after completing the Ultramathon there. Just want to say what a huge inspiration this is for me and how proud I am to have a dad who challenges himself and others in such a way. I am very priviliged to have a dad who I can look up to so much for direction and inspiration and who has done and continues to do so much for others. I don't think you know how much of an influence you are on my life.




Write up from New Foundations :

The Libya Challenge is held in the UNESCO heritage Akakus mountain range in the south east corner of Libya right on the Algerian border. The route covers 194km trailing some millenia old salt caravan trails of Touareg traders and traversing a variety of terrain, Cambrian sandstone mountains thrust up and crumbling to reveal metres thick fossilised seabeds, the ancient coastline dramatically and forcefully realigned by volcanic activity, the plugs majestically fracturing and littering the swirling igneous rocks over the sandy plains like a sea of broken crockery. In other areas vast dunes with airbrushed shadows reach to the horizon against plateaued basalt hills that shift from grey to purple as the sun traverses the sky. There is precious little wild-life, the odd scarab and snake, bleached goat skeleton and haze of flies. Small tenacious tamarisk trees stand to give some perspective to the horizon, and dotted around are occasional windformed overhangs that protect ochre paintings of distant hunting scenes when the area was more verdant some 12,000 years ago.

The camp lies at the edge of the dunes and the day preceding the race medical forms were checked , the mandatory kit signed off (bag, sleeping bag, flare, mirror, compass , whistle, knife, space blanket, antiseptic, and venom pump.) The calories carried in the single stage event must exceed 8000 , and are duly checked, the remainder of the day given over to some serious obsessive compulsive behaviour as kit , sand gaiters and clothing is checked and rechecked.

The next morning all 109 runners are ferried to a road junction where bedouin 4x4's take us to the inflatable arch set , quite bizarrely in the empty void of a plain as it funnels in between two ranges, and untimately into a central wadi (riverbed) that drains the sparce rainfall of the region.

Within an hour of so the field of runners is widely spread and it is clear that for maybe 80% of the race will be run alone unless you are part of a team or find a similar paced athelete.

Checkpoints are place 25kms apart, navigable to only by GPS. the waypoints provided in advance. 4.5litres of water are given to each competitor at each station.

Undertaking this sort of ultramarathon requires training on several levels. Hydration is fundamental yet must be balanced with electrolyte intake, enough to conserve water yet enough to ensure filtration via the kidneys. Passing urine every few hours is a good benchmark of reasonable control, and even at night the occasional headtorch beam reveals an anxious runner at a checkpoint studying the colour of his urine as he pees.

Food is equally important. The stomach shuts down when running and food can stay slushing about for some time resulting in vomiting and acid reflux. Exerting 1000 calories hourly cannot be sustained by carbohydrate intake alone and protein becomes converted to supply fuel, this deriving from muscle breakdown. This is a disaster and protein must be taken in with carbs to maintain stasis. I use a protein/carb mix in drink form to sip throughout the race, with electrolyte supplements hourly.

Heat is another factor the temperature fluctuating between 2-3 degrees and 30+ midday. Heat increases fluid loss, which must be factored in.

More than 50% I think is mental. The repeated voices of dissent rise and resurface complaining of jointpain, the distance, the dry throat, blister pain and even questioning the whole point of the exercise. Dealing with this inner dialogue and debate is something that persists throughout the race. My room-mate Mark, a veteran of ultramarathon running argues that it is best to thrash the body to the baseline state of constant pain as soon as possible, maybe 5-10km knowing that this is the state from which it can't get much worse. From this point therefore you can get to grips with establishing mental acceptance and move on. As one of the 20 people who have completed the double Blackwater ultra, he should know...

I decided to leave my ipod at home to release my mind to think. I chose a challenging book 'Hard to Believe;' - by John Macarthur. I have been reflecting on the sermon on the mount and the narrow door that Jesus talks about, and how many will one day be turned away by Jesus with the chilling words,'I never knew you'. Macarthur expands on this , and quite unfashionably in this present day of inclusivity and the lifestyle church brings us back to the core of the gospel, the cry of the convicted sinner for salvation through the blood of Christ and the new life that is built on the certainty and conviction that comes by acknowledging the Lordship of Jesus Christ. I read the first half before the race on which to reflect, the second on my return. I am not interested in the religiosity of mans view of God, but seek the reality of a relationship with God that Jesus promises.The claims of Jesus are so powerful, extreme and carry such consequences you have to conclude He is indeed the Son of God, or lunatic. There is no middle ground of the beneficial prophet or the winsome stained glass benefactor man has reduced Him to. He is radical and challenging, anarchic and alluring, and each of us have to deal with his claims, to reject to accept. Even to those who professed allegiance His claims were hard to accept, and affirm exclusivity of salvation and heaven through His death; ('No-one comes to the Father except through me')

43"Stop grumbling among yourselves," Jesus answered. 44"No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will raise him up at the last day. ... 46No one has seen the Father except the one who is from God; only he has seen the Father. 47I tell you the truth, he who believes has everlasting life. 48I am the bread of life. 49Your forefathers ate the manna in the desert, yet they died. 50But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which a man may eat and not die. 51I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world."

52Then the Jews began to argue sharply among themselves, "How can this man give us his flesh to eat?"

53Jesus said to them, "I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. 54Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day. 55For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. 56Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in him. 57Just as the living Father sent me and I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me. 58This is the bread that came down from heaven. Your forefathers ate manna and died, but he who feeds on this bread will live forever." 59He said this while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum.
60On hearing it, many of his disciples said, "This is a hard teaching. Who can accept it?"
61Aware that his disciples were grumbling about this, Jesus said to them, "Does this offend you? 62What if you see the Son of Man ascend to where he was before! 63The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing. The words I have spoken to you are spirit[e] and they are life. 64Yet there are some of you who do not believe." For Jesus had known from the beginning which of them did not believe and who would betray him. 65He went on to say, "This is why I told you that no one can come to me unless the Father has enabled him."

66From this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed him.
John 7

His words offended then , and they offend now. They are not open to interpretation or dilution, they are a stone wall of divinely revealed statute. Mans intellect recoils, but this does not justify manipulation to suit our tastes.

Unsurprisingly Jesus retired to the desert, John wandered the Dead Sea basin and the early desert fathers sought refuge in the western egyptian desert to make sense of these claims. It is an environment ideally suited to pray and meditate, to experience the vulnerability of oneself, and the fragility of life amidst the grandeur and permanence of Gods creation.

Why the fossils, why the brevity of life and the geological timeline all around as you run...I don't know, and never will. Certainly the bible repeatedly illustrates the eternity of God, that we are but a breath, a grass, a flower of the field, gone in a season, and the permanence of God is infinite and eternal. Without the frenzy of daily life this truth is reinforced in the solitude of the race.

The nights are velvety black, the stars too numerous to begin to count, and the silence deafening, broken only by footfall on sand. The GPS is a disaster, telling only direction and not elevation or topography (having bought the cheapest). At 3am I almost step into a black ravine some 200ft to the desert floor, having inadvertently climbed a slow incline whilst concentrating too hard on direction. It takes 2 hours to find a safe way down, the narrow headtorch beam swallowed up by the void on each side until it illuminates a sand tongue from which to descend. The night disorientates and for many, lost in similar circumstances retiring to sleep is the only safe option until first light.

The third day traversed a long plain, hot, dry and without shelter. Diarrhoea, shivering, slight confusion, and hallucinations heralded early heatstroke, and water had to be sacrificed for cooling my now throbbing head. The GPS located the bivvy set just behind a line of gorse, a location not visible until within 300metres. I had hallucinated bushes into huts and chicken farms for the past 2 km so I had little hope of finding the tent with rational thought.

A rare offer of Coke was magical, it settles the stomach, replaces electrolytes,provides a caffeine boost and the taste almost universally accepatable, amazing stuff. With a packet of crushed crisps for salt this combo had staggering restorative powers and the next stage was hammered. Checkpoint nine was the final check before the finish , the last stage being 15km across high dunes. Deciding caffeine was the key I brewed a pint of coffee, ditched the rest of my food , filled my camelback and setoff. Thankfully I completed just as night fell. The prospect of another night in the desert was not a good one , and the relief of arriving enormous. No fanfares, no crowds, just an official to take the flare off me, check my time and a handshake. This is not a race for a sprint finish and the glory of the podium. Even the prize money is only a few hundred euros. The greatest crowd gathers for the final competitors, who demonstrate more guts and effort that the winners, as they have fought for longer, with often crippling blisters and problems with hydration and heat. Kirsi, a finnish girl finished with a third of the skin on her feet gone, ulcerated blisters and raw flesh requiring morphine infusions and transfers by wheelchair.

These races are against yourself, your limits, fears, and thresholds of pain, and endurance.

Would I do this again?.......don't know.......I gave it everything I had, it took me into areas of myself I had never been, and distances I had never covered.(until feb this year only 44km/marathon distance, then Thames Meander mid feb, 90km, then Libya within the month to 194km). It is staggering what the body and the mind can do. The sport is very selfish, it takes time and money and I am concious how much Shirley has had to put up with. For this alone its hard to justify a re-run. I am so very grateful for the experience, and to have had such great support in raising funds to establish the clinic for New Foundations.

In this age we are always trying to improve ourselves and develop our potential...nothing wrong with that , but if theres one lesson that comes out strong its that this should never be the priority, but that we should use every opportunity to find out what God reveals about Himself, and to find the narrow door that leads to a eternal relationship with our Father through his Son Jesus Christ, for in doing so His word states that God the Father , His Son and Holy Spirit will come to dwell in us, what could be more amazing and relevant a purpose for our short little lives.

David Donovan

27.2.08

Travels wrap up

All in all I got 5 weeks of traveling in around the south of China, 3 weeks around the province of Yunnan by myself, 1 week around Guilin and Yanghuo with friends, and a further week on the southernmost point of of China, the tropical island of Hainan.

Was such a great time and there is too much that happened for me to write about, mainly because I am feeling too lazy to and there are other things I want to do right now.

I feel very lucky to have had the time to just travel around for 5 weeks with no responsibility, and am now ready for getting back to studies, better eating, and training.

Some highlights:

- Getting destroyed by a 60 year old chinese Stallone in an arm wrestle.
- Catching the sunrise at the Yuanyan rice terraces at 7am.
- Eating phat banana pancakes and peanut butter ice cream.
- Overnight sleeper bus sandwiched between two chinese.
- Freezing to death in bed fully clothed watching Jurassic Park on VCD with a German travelling companion.
- Eating insane amounts of fruit I have never heard of or seen before.
- Having Yan introduce me to Naiwan baozi (yummmmmmmmm).
- Taking a stroll with friends along the most surreal and depressing beach just before Hainan.
- Playing with fireworks :).
- Just chilling on the beach with friends.
- Jumping from rocks into a waterfall in the rain forest.
- Owning at 'the flip flop game' with Tom.
- Getting smashed by waves at the beach.
- Trekking the Tiger leaping Gorge with safe people I just met.
- Being looked after by Mama and Papa and 'Mama's Naxi Guesthouse'.




























21.1.08

Dali

I arrived in Dali two days ago after taking the 5 hour bus from Kunming. Its basically a small walled town which if in the centre, just looks like a tourist resort, but after walking around, is actually a place where people live, work and go to school. Its by a HUGE lake called Erhai lake, and at the foot of the CanShan mountains, which today I hiked up. The hike turned out to be a bit of a mission, getting much higher than I thought I would, and then having a minor freak out in my head about being to high and it being too late and so having to decide to turn back instead of loop around. Was a really great 8 hour climb up and down though, and the views were so good, felt like the highest I have ever been on ground, dunno if it was my imagination but thought the atittude was quite apparent, prob just my mind though haha. Feeling pretty rinsed now though i tells ya'.

Anyway, travelling by myslf has its up and downs. I spend most of my time just exploring around, and when not, just think about near everything and questioning everything going on in my life, like parkour, God, chinese, direction....etc. Just feel a bit directionless and want to have some concrete goals to aim toward in the long term, because I think without goals life is pretty meaningless to be honest. Thanks to an email from my dad, he has reminded me just to chill and that I am doing something productive with the studying, being here, parkour, pursuing God, and all that. So although it feels pretty lonely at times just being by myself, its also got me to clear my head and question things rather than being distracted by other things. So its all good, again, can't imagine Thomas' adventure right now, full support. Check his blog and give him a hand with some comments, inspiring guy. www.thomadventures.blogspot.com
The centre of Dali old town

Finish of a school day

Rub buddha's belly!

Zhonghe Temple half way up mountain

Typical street in Dali

Cool looking cloud and some fields at the foot of the mountain

Halfway up the mountain on 'cloudy pass'

Some horseys

Halfway up an electricity tower thing

Nice view from about halfway up

View from the highest point I climbed to

Some insence at the temple

Realising maybe I climbed too high

17.1.08

Solo travels

At the moment I am in Yunnan province, a south wester province of China, currently in Kunming, a massive and extremely beautiful city.
Just thought I would post what I am up to at the moment. Basically because we have 2 months holiday starting January, I decided I wanted to go to Yunnan and just explore some areas, so I have got about 20 days of travelling by myself and just getting to know the place.
Im planning to take a bus to Dali, which is a small walled town surrounded by mountains and natural scenery as well as many small villages. While I am there I just plan on exploring around by bike and foot, checking out the villages, running, studying, reading the word, and eating tasty food haha. From there its off to Lijiang which is similar but surrounded by grander mountains, and also the step before the Tiger leaping gorge, a trek that lasts about 3 days in a really deep gorge that I want to do. Basically its just a time for me to explore, train a bit, read, and go on some missions.
Nothing like the sounds of Thomas' current adventures, full respect to the man in the conditions that he is facing, not sure I would be up for it all!

Well, plan on going to Dali in a couple of days, still just spending almost all day here walking around the vast and beatiful city of Kunming, its got palm trees and greenery everywhere and a gorgeous lake which is wicked to chill at. Want to start sketching again as well, and need to get a camera too tomoro, which is looking to be a bit of an expense now!

Anyway, peace out!

13.1.08

Thank you

I had a real lapse in faith a few weeks back with serious doubts and questions arising, and even beginning to struggle to believe much anything that Christianity had to say to me. Been up and down since I first wanted to be a Christian, but this was certainly the lowest down point. So after talking to my dad when my family came to see me, I felt much more encouraged and I decided to start really trying to read the bible regularly and pray. I have been doing this for the past week, for about 1 or 2 hours a day and taking notes of things that are applicable to life working my way through the New Testament. It has been helping massively actually trying to study the word and not just aimlessly reading it through and I have come to love reading it with time passing very quickly while I do.
Today I was reading Hebrews for the first time which was basically addressed to Jewish Christians who were thinking of reverting to the old Mosaic laws of the Old Testament or thinking of combining Jewish teachings with Christianity.
I got to chapter 2 and jotted down verse 10, and then carried on reading down the page until I came to one line that hit me extremely hard. The chapter is about how Jesus calls those who believe in him brothers and family, and this particular verse read:

"Here am I, and the children who God has given me".

As soon as I read this, for the first time in YEARS, I literally started crying! I couldn't help it at all, and as I read further down the page I barely dared to look at the words because new tears would stream down my face! Bear in mind I was in one of the classrooms and there was a girl behind me studying so there I am blowing my nose and wiping tears from my eyes. I couldn't stop crying for about 20 minutes, and I could barely read two lines at a time without blurred vision returning. I have never felt like that before and I am usually very sceptical of people who say they cried or had a seizure or something like that, but this was very real to me indeed.
It literally was just me realising how much of a MASSIVE sacrifice Jesus made, and I dont think people can appreciate that at all until they have tried to understand it with some effort, because this was like a curtain being lifted from me. I can't understand where the love comes from and why he would do something like that, i literally couldnt comprehend it and kept thinking 'why would he do all this for me!?' Anyway, never felt anything like that before and I just want to encourage people to look into it all and dont be passive because nothing comes of it. I realised how hardened I am to it all and today just gave me a glimpse into his love and sacrifice which I have never seen before. Take this from someone who was ready to give up on it all about 2 weeks ago.
The full passage which just encapsulates it all for me is Hebrews chapter 2 from verse 10 to 18.

So seek and you will find, it just takes time!